distant, klutzy and strange.

i'm quite pleased with myself.. becoming quite a routine ol' blogger... way to go, me!!!

S asks me why i haven't told anybody about my blog... esp when she tagged me. i dunno, i used to never want to blog before or couldn't continue blogging, coz so many things i had to say couldn't be said when u know people are reading it...and the rest isn't important. Esp at ISB, when people live rite next door to you, and they're reading ur blog and they're thinking "God, she's crazier than i thought!!!", or "ohmigod, is she like that!!" ... However, now i've decided i'll say wat i want to say, when i want to say (like i mostly always have) and to hell wid it.

Its quite strange how many people i know, suddenly, with the initial S. SB, who i always knew, btw SB, i must tell you, its quite rude to log off, when people are asking you about ur family in Indonesia, wat with the Tsunami and all. When i log off, i have a reason and you know what THAT is. Then there's SS, SD, SM. jeez! suddenly!

The strangest thing.... A told me he feels I've become distant.. and its such a sense of deja vu. so many people ask me why I've become distant, all the time!!... and its insane, coz i don't feel distant at all. i've always thought that we respond to people, depending on the vibes we get from them. and if am not giving any vibes of at all.. why do they think i'm distant? k, i think i've answered my own question. maybe i should give some vibes, any vibes.

Another strange thing.. i went for sheesha with SS last night, within a space of 3 minutes, i banged my knee on the table almost knocking it half over, then i spilled something on my slipper, then i somehow broke off the top half of the hookah thing, and then i pulled the whole thing down.... on the floor! in 3 minutes! sheesh. terrrrrrrribly embarassing. but SS was very nice about it, he even picked up the coals and put them back, and didn't laugh once. if it had happened to someone else, i would have fallen on the floor laughing. he's quite sweet, really.

K, back to my new world of bureau's, RFP's and coffee. its fun!