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Wednesday, March 07, 2007

Raindrops and roses

i think the only time i blog if when someone asks me why i don't.

the reason why i started the blogging thing was to vent... and unfortunately i can't.. coz its public, and i really dont want to suffer any repercussions.

Anyways, i've decided to curb my natural whininess and think about all the things in my life that make me happy.

1. i would think that S is the main reason i'm happy in Dubai. i've become quite dependent on him, and must be quite a source of annoyance, but it works for me, so..!!

I was thinking the other day that if S decided he wanted nothing to do with whiny annoying people such as me, i would have no friends in dubai . I quite adore Mr. AW, but he's here and not here... like i meet him rarely, speak to him rarely.. but the good thing is its always the same. then Mr. KG (who i'm quite upset with since he mentioned the acquisition yesterday) i also adore in different ways, his wife is coming this weekend, and then I think KG is gonna be locked up in his house, and elaine will be the last thing on his mind.

and for those who think i talk only about misters, there is also Ms. F who is a nice thing and i also adore her (all this adoration is hard work mind you), she's quite sulky at times, and have to give her her daily quota of attention.

And coming back to S, i quite quite adore him too, such a nice chappie, supersmart, kind, dependable, supersmart, ambitious in a good way, supersmart, has pretty cheeks, though he tends to get on my nerves sometimes with his " I shall reform Elaine even if it kills me" attitude.

WHY DO PEOPLE WANT TO REFORM ME? I'M LOVELY , LOVELY!!!

But, i shall not whine. what else am i happy about these days?

2. I'm happy my sister's sorting out her apps. i want her to do really well, she's very talented, and i want her to learn to stand on her 2 feet. and i think she's working towards what she wants ( i hope) and i'm quite happy

3. N taught me a smattering of French today. As my laptop has crashed like 5 times, i dont feel like working, and have learnt quite a bit of french from him. he rolls his R's like a dog growling, and i shall eventually get there.

4. My appraisal's coming up... i think it will go well, i've worked harder here than i've ever worked in my life, weekends, overnights, never ever done that in my life anywhere! i'm surprising myself actually, i didnt know work could be so much fun. and if course salary increase! yay!

5. Orkut.. my saviour.. have met up with old friends... and people from school and its lovely! I've met LD, NP, NV, and its a very happy scene

6. and last but the not the least folks, tomorrow's the last day of the week. i shall go get a massage, cheer my company cricket team, sleep and sleep and sleep, and read and listen to music. i love my life.

and on that rare happy note, i shall end.